Listening to: Korn - Love and Meth
Reading: The Art of Character
Still around, just moseying around D.A., added a few reference pictures for things I wanna draw.
Anyways, I got a job finally. Actually, I just got another job, so now I have two. It's kinda strange...I like being able to buy my own things without really worrying paying someone back, not that I really did worry about it...but I still did in some cases.
Still doing some arty things here and there when I get the chance. I'm going through a sewing and charcoal/ink phase haha. I'll probably post something soon enough.
Hm...so, relating to the title of this journal. Does anyone know how it feels to blackout? I think I may have about 3 times in the past 3-4 weeks. How do I describe it?...Well, I was at the bank making my first deposit of a paycheck and just as I was about to drive out, it felt like my head kinda fell forward and I just...stopped, like my thinking, feeling, seeing, ceased all in one. But it was have a split second, because when I brought my head back up, I had still hadn't shifted the car into drive. Like, the timing was probably just one second (count 1 second, and that's exactly what it seemed like), I know whatever had happened didn't last long at all, again emphasizing, a second. But that has happened 3 times, the first one in my car, the second at home, and the third I think was at my work...
I'm really thinking about going to the doctor...ugh, I'm afraid of what they're gonna say. I'm such a chicken at these things. And there's something else that's been bothering me but it's always the same...
Sorry for the drabble. And for those of you who know me in real life, you know who are, I'd like to talk to you sometime...talk about this thing on my mind. Sorry for the enigmatics and the obscurity. Not sure how to approach this.
Hope y'all are doing okay! Sincerely to my watchers, I hope life is treating you well. Thanks for reading.